This guy sent me a text message today asking me if I wanted to go to eat something with him. I thought, maybe… why not. I asked him what he had in mind. His response: “a little to eat, a little sex.”
Wow, Is this really how people see me? A trashy little piece of ass they can just call up or text for a quicky? I fee like garbage. These men make me feel like I am worthless with nothing to offer anyone except a roll in the sack.
I haven’t thought so little of myself in a very long time. My heart is aching. It’s bad enough I have been feeling so very lonely without my family and friends, but now, I’m beginning to see myself as these men see me. No better than the local whore.
On a less perverse note… but only slightly less perverse.
The Gay Pride Parade is today. And it’s being held in Jerusalem! Seriously. I was shocked, and also wondering how big the protest by the Haradim would be. I wonder if the parade is anything like it is in the US? Those guys get wild, and oh so colorful.
At least there is something for me to smile and/or laugh about today.
1 comments:
don't feel like it: this guy is trash - no matter how good looking or rich or any thing else flashes or shows: 100% trash.
real men never would say that to a woman.
I mean "any" woman.
it realy sonds like some trash junky pimp that just got out of prison.
shabat shalom!!
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